depression post/self hate/letting emotions out 

Looks like it doesn’t matter how hard I try, my efforts at the gym and with dieting will never be close to enough. I feel like useless trash. I feel like a complete loser. I will keep pushing on but there are times like these where it’s hard to even just exist. My best is not enough.

lewd 

@Onirico i’ve had it done with trusted people but not much and I don’t really have someone like that atm who would want to. It feels amazing.

lewd 

Sometimes I just want cum in every orifice and to be seeded. But gotta slap myself down to earth and think safety first.

Voice 1: my butt muscles hurt, it means I worked out well and I’m growing
Voice 2: doesn’t mean you look any better yet
Voice 1: shut up. Just. Shut up.

fake friends logic 

I feel like I’ve found the difference between real friends and fake friends.
Fake friends will respect and tolerate you. Real friends will try to understand your wishes and do everything they can to help you with them and get you towards your goals/properly cheer you on and motivate you.
From that description 99% friends are fake. So this filter works.

Today the doms are strong. I can feel my butt in its entirety as I walk.

This is what I mainly am. A devil. Born to hurt others without wanting to, always in pain, and self-destruction.
I will continue to try becoming the god I want to be - but my internal war is wearing me out. Every battle takes its toll, but every effort falls short of winning. I will keep fighting until my last breath. I will make my dream happen, even if I lose everything - because, let’s face it. I don’t have the same chances as most people do.
TLDR: fight for your dreams, even if it hurts

@Bootblackcub I find comfort being in someone’s big muscly embrace. Makes me feel safe because I can feel their size. We always seem to forget that we need to have these things in our lives almost on a daily basis to live healthily.

Pro tip:
HIV is a virus, PrEP is for a viral infection.
PrEP does NOT increase bacterial resistance, because it doesn’t affect bacteria. Antibiotics do with population culling and resistance mutation. As PrEP does not kill bacteria nor affect them in any way, it doesn’t push for resistance exchange.

Please stay educated.

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