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if the aftercare starts midscene is it duringcare

too easy to imagine the possibilities, too easy to see where it would go

and it helped me figure other un-sex things out, which is always nice

but seriously JFC if I hadn't been sitting in the middle of the booth and she had nudged up against my arm, 😓

your brain still does that thing when a waitress has a very librarianesque demeanor overall (no apron, tastefully delicious cat's-eye glasses, totally a little bit into your personal space) and seems to notice you blushed when she called you "my dear" with that fucking voice and jesus christ can you not I'm trying not to soak my underwear in public FFS

and realistically I know that this is delusional at best, she was just being friendly to you, frizzy shy old woman

the really intense kidnap scene from years and years back is still on my fuckin' mind and god, it wrecked me so nicely

I would have let that guy do anything he wanted to me any number of times, and he's one and done

sigh

sometimes I wish I'd been able to try sex work back when I wanted to, before I got as wrinkly/old/Q/N/Z/etc. so many reasons

it felt like it might be one of those things I could have been good at

ah well

the past is past :(

awkward: when you realize one of your family members might be the straight girl who has a gay galpal who wants to date her 👀

awkward: when you realize one of the hotels on the results when you're searching for accommodations for a family member's visit is a place you and the bf went several times 👀

so fucking weird to look through old emails and old conversations and realize I'm still into people that I never even met, barely talked to, and only really discussed specifics of sex acts with

I don't mean to get seventies about it but life is seriously a fucking trip and a half

HOW DID I NEVER KNOW ABOUT THE WHITE WARD

oh my fucking fuck

and I get a comment on my virtually-unused-now FetLife profile from...let's see

oh.

oh my, it's that gent who promised some rather tempting things a couple years back when we chatted. hm.

he's in the wrong geography but that's a traversable issue.

*checks his sexmap thing*

he's into *prison roleplay*?!

holy fucking fuck yes please

okay. it would be batshit to fly cross-country to get railed by this guy.

like, *fantastic*, but batshit. no.

that urge though.

with the bf, but I handled it myself

it's fucking incessant today, coming up to my period it's always like this and it's 20% irritating and 70% slick fun and 10% total soreness for a few days

liked this way too much, the passive aggressive vaguely disturbing thinking and the mutually destructive relationship: https://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/twisted_girl_x_twisted_girl

I'd read fifty chapters of that relationship evolving into existence, fuck

well, it's not ruined, if he's telling me the truth

which is a huge weight off my shoulders, tbh

now I just have to actually get some time with him again

one of the most erotic experiences in my entire life was when someone I knew washed my hair in the bath

like it's hard for me to even think back to if I'm truthful b/c it get me revved up when I don't need to be

but yeah

https://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/touma_kun_ch01#8