e sent me a pic and omfg he's screaming hot in it. arrrgggh

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when you’re having fun assigning globally unique identifiers to entities and make it into a little challenge for yourself 

GUID Game

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"you can never use too much lube" i say, as i pull a chain that causes astroglide to start pouring out of the sprinkler system

please make sure all your trashposts are in conformity with the trashpost standard as published. comply or else! 🙂 🙃

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Please CW religious references; some of us hate god

E past stuff fiddling in my brain, massaging, consentual nonconsent, drugs 

"You knew you wanted this when you came in, babe." (And he *is* the kind of guy who can say 'babe' at just the right time to make you quiver like your bowstring snapped, he's growly and definitely enjoys sadism.)

that phrase coming to haunt me with just the juxtaposition of aching deep inside while letting yourself feel powerless properly, and feeling filled up after a sense of subjugation like that is conveyed.

fuck, I miss him. and I'm a bad fuckin' person for missing him like a complete perv in too many ways.

I'm not normally into taking a risk but life is complicated, amirite?

"Rule Number Three: Fucked up situations call for fucked up solutions."

ha ha, only terrified hell cut off contact with me 🙃

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E past stuff fiddling in my brain, massaging, consentual nonconsent, drugs 

found myself using extra sleep meds last night and fantasizing about E giving me a massage but drugging me before it so I'd be a helpless mess while he fucked me into unconsciousness 😳 😏

so hard to remind myself that taking pain meds is not wrong 🙃

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had more sex. still don't know what's stabilizing psychologically.

we'll have to see.

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This is what we call "a flimsy pretext" and/or "a NLRB complaint waiting to happen".

The tweet in the screenshot is at twitter.com/rainofterra/status

domme gaps, MH, dissociative 

well, all reports in suggest wife's happy, and we're both less frustrated.

this is something I'll work on consciously enjoying after, well, about a hundred other things to fix.

in the meantime, coping mechanisms are working as intended

good enough.

just feel, eugh, honestly, if I think about it too hard.

so I won't. 🙃 for now.

vague insecurities, weight & body, just more venting rly 

my wife is tall and thin and I'm average and getting chubbier now, and I was never a simple woman to live with, and...

shit, I guess I really am terrified she's gonna leave me.

there's stuff to make that less likely but

all of it is extremely unpleasant (and potentially dangerous for other reasons)

and

fuck 😣

ex E mental anguish, vague uniform fetish? probably Asian culture exploitation TBH 😔 don't read it 

blarrrrrrrrgh

trying to be a good friend when you still want to get a wrecking from someone is

complex

at least in my tiny head

doesn't help that the wife teases me about it either 😳

anyway, so that's why I was up several hours late last night thinking about him in a Kamakura era bugyo uniform (and myself in a similarly dated kimono) I found in historical drawings 💤

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"Cyberpunk's (...) class struggle, anti-establishment, anti-corporatism have been cheapened or sold off in favor of the neon, ersatz astro-turf we're fed by games like Cyberpunk 2077. Neofeud is a resounding rejection of the mortgaging of this philosophy in pursuit of profits."

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OnlyFans is tumblr-ing itself

This would be funny if it wasn’t for the fact that so many sex workers are gonna have their livelihoods fucked over. I hope they transition all of their business to an alternative platform

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