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Ugh. My new job STILL only gave me two days of work this week, though they tacked an extra hour onto each shift. How the hell am I supposed to support myself on 10 hours per week minimum wage? That's barely even $500 per month at that rate, and my rent alone is $600.

Not to mention food costs, car insurance, credit card payments, gas, phone bill, health insurance payments, and prescription refills, which bring my monthly expenses up to at least $1000 per month.

I'm currently waiting for my first paycheck to deposit. After that I should have about $100, but like I said, with bills coming up that money is basically already spoken for.

So yeah, I really appreciate any help people can offer. This is shit and so is capitalism. 😑

https://www.paypal.me/squeedoodle
Cashapp: $queedoodle

Thank you

"Republicans and Kink" by Kat Blaque

https://youtu.be/XMqyCgg_zgg

Exactly this. Do I think conservatives are inherently bad BDSM players? No. Do I want to be friends/acquaintances/play partners with any of them?

Fuck nooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Conservatives are wrong, their polictics are almost exclusively based on lies, half truths, shallow understandings of issues, and conspiracy theories. They make the world less safe for marginalized people and they don't get to have a place in my life, nor my body.

Also her point about liberal hypocrisy is a big one, too. Frankly, I'll most likely never date a liberal, and definitely not a centrist. And even someone who claims leftist politics will have to prove it before I'll really trust them fully.

Ugh. My new job STILL only gave me two days of work this week, though they tacked an extra hour onto each shift. How the hell am I supposed to support myself on 10 hours per week minimum wage? That's barely even $500 per month at that rate, and my rent alone is $600.

Not to mention food costs, car insurance, credit card payments, gas, phone bill, health insurance payments, and prescription refills, which bring my monthly expenses up to at least $1000 per month.

I'm currently waiting for my first paycheck to deposit. After that I should have about $100, but like I said, with bills coming up that money is basically already spoken for.

So yeah, I really appreciate any help people can offer. This is shit and so is capitalism. 😑

https://www.paypal.me/squeedoodle
Cashapp: $queedoodle

Thank you

Okay, so maybe instead of waiting until the very end of the month I’ll ask now.

I don’t have enough money and need help. My bank account currently has $5 in it. I still owe my landlord $50 for rent this month. I owe my other roommate/mechanic $50 for changing my oil and doing some other work on my car (he also says my serpentine belt has lasted a remarkably long time, and recommends I replace it soon).

My new job has started, but they’re only giving me about 8 hours per week so far (at about $13/hour), so even if that picks up next week, I can already tell I’m going to be well short of rent ($600) by the end of the month.

In the meantime, I’m almost out of food again, both my estradiol and spironalactone ran out today, and I can’t afford to buy more weed for my anxiety.

As the saying goes, anything helps, including boosts. I’m gonna leave this pinned to my profile for as long as I need to.
https://www.paypal.me/squeedoodle

Sadism can look so mean, and masochism can look like genuine distress, but to me, sadomasochism is an expression of people understanding and accepting each other, and it feels extremely intimate.

Some people want to be given flowers, taken out to dinner, and then fucked passionately all night. I want to be hurt, embarrassed, restrained, and controlled. For someone to not only recognize and validate those feelings by giving me those things I crave, but to reciprocate the feelings from the other side of the slash, is fucking magical.

To not only enjoy causing me pain, but to also appreciate my grimacing, screaming, and pleading for mercy as the expressions of joy and affection that they are...well, it may sound silly, but it makes me feel truly seen and appreciated for who I am. It makes me feel safe. ❤️

Thank you very much to the generous person who gave me a hundred. I've deleted the post now so other people's requests can be prioritized. Thank you again, and thank you to those who boosted.

Remember: No jokes allowed on this instance. Serious kinky business only. 🤨

This is my twenty five thousandth* toot on kinky.business! Thanks for giving a moody weirdo like me a place to be myself, @bedtimedrillsgt. For better and worse. 😅🤪

*I most certainly did not post something else as my 25,000th toot, post another toot remarking that I had missed it by 1, and then delete two random older posts, before posting this one, and frankly I resent your accusation.

https://youtu.be/NpzZCdRQglk

"Shitty Doms and How to Avoid Them"

Kat Blaque hits the nail on the head as usual.

I need $50 more to be able to make rent this month. Again, anything anyone can give is helpful and appreciated, but no obligation.

Also, if anyone can spare $45 so I can buy weed, that would be amazing. I smoke regularly as a medical user, and my anxiety has been climbing the walls.

However, while I consider it important to me, it is not absolutely vital, and if you're deciding between helping me out with that and helping someone else in need, help them.

$550! Y'all are fucking amazing. Holy shit thank you! ❤