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BDSM, spanking, punishment, humiliation (2/3) 

So not only do I think the stern lecture given during the punishment is important to getting me in a proper headspace, but I also think just as important is the gentle but insistent aftertalk. It takes place right before, transitioning into, and sometimes even during aftercare, and it concerns making sure I understand what I did and why it was wrong.

There is an emphasis on concern for my well being and continuing development (my eternal struggle as a brat to be Good Girl), as these are again things that solidify my place as the childish one, in need of a firm guiding hand, while also making me feel treasured and protected.

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BDSM, spanking, punishment, humiliation (1/3) 

I think being lectured for what I did while I'm being spanked is a vital component to my submissive headspace. It makes me contrite and forces me to focus on my actions and their consequences.

Even if the Top has to fabricate my crimes (which can be just as if not more fun than punishments for naughtiness I'm actually guilty of, if played right), it's important to me that heavy pain, particularly spanking, be couched in the context of punishment for a misbehavior. To me, that feels diminutive. Children and pets get punished for being naughty. I'm a thirty year old adult and autonomous person, and I demand the dignity that's supposed to come with that. To have that denied feels intoxicatingly humiliating, which actively fuels my lust and pain tolerance.

I'd rather they just look and see that I post privately when I'm not replying to someone else. >_>

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Also since I switched to mostly posting privately, now when new people look at my profile, they're typically looking through very old posts from... I'm not sure how long ago. I wanna say September 2020 and back?

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Thinking of installing one of those doohickies that deletes toots over a certain age. As much as I like seeing my post count soar higher and higher, I think my toots from over a year ago need to be deleted. Seems healthier.

Boosts and/or suggestions for what to use/how to make it work are appreciated.

Sometimes I see some horny post boosted onto my timeline and I know without checking that @boobs_idiot was the one who boosted it. Some of these posts just have that specific Marie flavor of hornt to them.

cannabis 

@squeedoodle It was a choice between this one that says “supreme” and one that says “rick and morty” so I chose the less unpleasant option. would have preferred one without a logo entirely though.

image description: two photos of a glass bong/dab rig, from different angles. A quartz nail sits in the end (it’s like a little quartz bucket in which to vaporize oil). the rig has a pretty explosion of orange, blue, red, and white in the shape of a flower, encased in an attached glass orb.

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cannabis 

Finally bought a new dab nail ​:cannabis_leaf:​ 😤🥴

I got a big ol’ blister on the bottom of my toe, but at least today is my day off. ^_^

“Mr. and Mrs. Smith” was a pretty generic action comedy, but I do really like when Angelina Jolie asks Brad Pitt what his ex-wife’s name and home address is, and he replies in this “you rascal” tone, “nooo, you’re not gonna kill her.”

can somebody please just carry me around everywhere? i don’t wanna do stuff.

"It's not the SIZE of the dick, it's how you USE it," I say, carefully spreading peanut butter on my toast.

Thank you for the money 

Someone was kind enough to send me more than what I needed. Thank you. ❤

As we grow up, we lose our kidneys, so our adultneys can grow in.

They're baking the hobbits a pie (custard)!

I guess if all you wanna do is post nothing but other people's porn on the public timeline, do you buddy. But don't be surprised when folks mute you cause we can get that and more with a simple internet search, literally anytime, and maybe we're here to have actual conversations. Non-horny conversations, even.

asking for money... again 

Thank you for the $50 ❤

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asking for money... again 

Fuck my life. I need money. Again. Still. I'm so tired of this. Trying to get a job. Need $450 for rent. Urg.

Please give if you can and wanna. Boosts are helpful. Thank you.
paypal.me/squeedoodle

Sometimes... just sometimes... I go through a stranger's media tab.

There are some cute strangers on here. 👀

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