depression post/self hate/letting emotions out 

lewd 

Voice 1: my butt muscles hurt, it means I worked out well and I’m growing
Voice 2: doesn’t mean you look any better yet
Voice 1: shut up. Just. Shut up.

fake friends logic 

Today the doms are strong. I can feel my butt in its entirety as I walk.

This is what I mainly am. A devil. Born to hurt others without wanting to, always in pain, and self-destruction.
I will continue to try becoming the god I want to be - but my internal war is wearing me out. Every battle takes its toll, but every effort falls short of winning. I will keep fighting until my last breath. I will make my dream happen, even if I lose everything - because, let’s face it. I don’t have the same chances as most people do.
TLDR: fight for your dreams, even if it hurts

Pro tip:
HIV is a virus, PrEP is for a viral infection.
PrEP does NOT increase bacterial resistance, because it doesn’t affect bacteria. Antibiotics do with population culling and resistance mutation. As PrEP does not kill bacteria nor affect them in any way, it doesn’t push for resistance exchange.

Please stay educated.

sexual nsfw 

I will become so big that I will generate my own gravitational pull.

sex 

I don’t get to see my Sir often. I wish I could. He’s so sweet, and so sexy. I love feeling his giant biceps, pushing my face inbetween his pecs, sliding my hands down his huge back.
I sometimes sit with his thighs on my shoulders, his calfs pressing on my pecs, my head rubbing on his crotch. I miss him.

So, these viruses that keep attacking me are getting on my nerves. I want to make muscle gains, not viral dna gains. I need some sort of paramecilia trebuchet system to scare the viral barbarians away.

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